Destiny is going to be a BIG sister!

Hello everyone.

Wow! It’s been a while since I posted anything on here.

It’s been a very confusing time as I’m sure you can tell from the title. I have had so much to get my head around.

Yes, I am expecting our 4th baby. Destiny is going to be a BIG sister!!!!

I’m so grateful to everyone that has congratulated us and especially those that have congratulated us on baby number 4. That just shows us, that you are not trying to erase Destiny because she is not PHYSICALLY here with us. It really means a lot.

How many months am I?

When am I due?

Obvious questions right?

We have decided not to share this information. Only close friends, close family and our Church family know.

I’m sure that you can imagine how anxious this time has been for us all and as much as we are extremely excited, we’ve had to really pray against doubt and fear.

I can reveal that baby is a girl and she is so loved already.

Her name is all set and has been for the longest time but again, something we are not going to reveal until she is here.

I absolutely love having a ready made shortbread holder though ๐Ÿ™‚

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I miss my baby ๐Ÿ‘ผ๐Ÿพ

So I was having a moment today and I reached for my camera to document it for my YouTube channel, Michelle Clarke TV.

You have all been so supportive that I thought I should share it with you all also.

So here it is…

I miss my baby ๐Ÿ‘ผ๐Ÿพ

God didnโ€™t take my baby!

I’m sharing this with you just seconds after having a conversation with a wonderful woman who works for Revelation TV.

I shared my testimony with her & it again highlighted just how wonderful God is ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿพ

I told her about my blog and she said it was important that I know that God didn’t take my baby. I know this as God isn’t capable of such EVIL!

The Devil comes to steal our joy but if we trust in the Lord, HE turns everything around that the devil meant for harm and makes it good.

Destiny is happy, I WILL see her again. She is with Jesus and in no pain. How can I not be happy about that?

Of course I miss her & yes, my tears still flow but not as much now because this world is full of evil that she will never have to experience.

Losing Destiny made me lose myself. I was in so much shock and lost faith in this cruel world. The only way I could survive and get through my grief was to turn to Christ. Jesus saved me ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿพ

So that’s what I mean, I HAD to lose my Destiny (my daughter) to find my destiny (Gods purpose for my life)

My path has never been clearer, this is what happens when you trust in Jesus. I’m finally seeing bit by bit who God created me to be.

I will continue to trust in the Lord ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿพ

โ€œTrust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.โ€

Proverbs 3:5 KJV