We never got to experience a Christmas with Destiny as a physical family member in our home. However, she was tucked away safely in my tummy the Christmas of 2016.
We were so excited for her arrival the following April and had no idea what horrific events were about to unfold in just a matter of days!
A year on and the memories are still so fresh and just as clear.
Christmas 2017 was supposed to be such a happy time. Both mummy & daddy with our three bundles of joy. Instead we sat watching our two living children playing whilst all the time wandering what their interaction with their little sister would have been like.
It’s the wonders, the what ifs, the not knowing that does the damage. My mind is on constant overload.
It wasn’t the Christmas we had hoped for but it was surely one that we’ll never forget.
Our family forever broken, always one missing 💔